Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Post 5th chemo

This week was especially nice to me.  I feel normal,  no more nausea like last week,  go to work like normal and i even drive my car to work yesterday! Surprise!

Turn out one of my chemo drugs,  carboplation is the culprit behind my nauseating days. Plus,  the car perfume from my sister's car is too intoxicating,  making lumps in my throat. That was hell. But i do feel grateful that this is just one of the few times i experience it.  Unlike most people who feel sick immediately after chemo and really can't get out of bed. I feel sorry for them,  but we have to survive this together.

Is just that i feel like i might have migrain, keep have headache these few days.  My body ache, my head ache,  my eyes hurt,  i just don't know what to say anymore. I just wish things could pass quietly. 

How i wish my tumor shrink faster so that i can skip my chemo. OK,  got to go.  Hope i can live cancer free for the rest of my life.