I finally realised that i didn't get any side effect not because i was lucky, nor the medication was not strong enough. It's just the supplement that i took. I want supposed to eat that during chemo. It was meant to be consume after the whole thing are done. Meaning to say, after the whole 6 cycle were done then i can have them.
Means all this while my chemo might not work at all. No wonder my stomach start to bloated again. I hope it doesn't grow as fast as the previous one. The cancer i guess start to active again. I can feel it. But i hope it was not as crazy and as fierce as it used to be. But i just don't know. My blood test for CA-125 result will be coming in late. So i just don't know what to think anymore.
Now that i stop taking the supplement, my hair have been fallen rapidly. In large amount. My scalp is itchy and hot, and my hair just fall uncontrollably. Sigh. Balding is on the way, i thought i was okay. But there is some part of me that scared to see myself in the mirror. My skin condition were bad due to stress, and i look awful altogether. My photo below is me, trying out my new wig. 😊
How i wish this whole thing will pass by smoothly, I'm gonna live on and it will never recurring again.
Bye for now. Until i feel like writing again. Bye.
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